Only 3 more weeks left!

So I had a doctors apt. on wed. and we set a date for me to be induced. Both my doctors said that there was no reason to go past 36 weeks. By then, The Baby is fully developed. The lungs arer fully developed and eveything is ready. The last 4 weeks are mainley for the long term effects for the baby, and in our case we don't have to worry about it. And Inducing at 36 weeks is alot safer for me. So Saturday September 5th will be the day we celebrate our Baby's arival! I have to say that earlier this week I started to get scared and nervous because it is getting so close and there is the fear of the unexpected. What is He going to look like?? Anancephaly babies could have severe facial deformaties. Am I really prepared for that? how long is he going to live?? I was kinda freaking out. So I prayed really hard for comfort in whatever is going to happen. And I got it. The Lord has Blessed me so much and comforted me so much. People ask if we are praying for a miracle? And someone pointed out to us just the other day, that the miracle has been how comforted we feel and how we are able to be handling this situation. And I realized that he was right. we have already experienced so many miracles. I am so gratefull for this experience and know that whatever he looks like or how long he lives, he is my Baby and I will love him forever and know he will be perfect! We are still nervouse, but now, again I feel at peace. A friend asked me the other day if I was ready? I said NO. I don't think you can ever be READY. I think you can be as prepared as possible and I feel we are but Ready is something else! But we know that it is going to be an wonderfull, spiritual experience we will never forget. And It will, and already has made us stronger. We appreciate eveyones support and prayers and please continue to pray for us because we do feel it and appreciate your Love!!