Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Venting

So it's been a while since my last post. It's pretty much because I feel like Crap!!! (thats for you Krystal! your not the only one who does!) this pregnancy has probably been the worst so far. With Austin I threw up 5-6 times a day for almost 7 months. I just got used to it. Aubrey was amazing! I wasn't sick, tired anything! I sometimes forgot I was pregnant! It was nice. Then Hailey, I was tired and got Migrains. With all of them I had the Jestational Diabetes. With this one I am actually Hypoglycemic. My sugars have been really low instead of high. Crazy thing is sugar is still bad for you. I have to eat every couple hours to keep my sugars up. The Doctors tell me that I will be Diabetic now not just during pregnancy. I knew it was coming. Especially with my Family history of Diabetes. So yeah I'm screwed! oh well what can ya do! Its hard because I'v been nauseous. Sorry I can't spell today!!!! so I don't feel like eating but I have to or else i'll feel worse. Plus I am SUPER EXHAUSTED!!! I just want to lay on my couch all day and do nothing but sleep. The sleep is out of the question because of the kids. although i have accidently fallen asleep a couple times. thank goodness there were no major disasters! My house has been a mess for weeks! and we have eaten out alot. thats because sometimes only certain things sound good to me and I'm to tired to make dinner! I need to start doing more crock pot i think. those are easy. and on top of that I get alot of headaches. not migrains, but enough to just be a pain! I think the older you get the tougher pregnancy is. My body just isn't how it use to be thats for sure! I don't want this to seem like I am complaining. Ok, I kinda am, but if you come to my house don't judge! just understand =) you'll see how I feel because nothing will be dusted! there will be dirty dishes pilled up, and I guarantee there will be food on the kitchen floor. I seriously have to sweep 3-4 times a day and i just don't have the energy! I know that all of you pregnant girls with me, feel the same way! I understand! good luck to all of you!

11 comments:

Rubalcavas said...

Poor Sarah...I'm not pregnant and I totally understand you. It's hard work growing a baby. Sorry about the diabetes...that really stinks. Take care of yourself.

melinda said...

I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad:( It makes me sad and a little guilty when I hear people are miserable while pregnant:( Hope it gets better for you! And just look at how cute your kids are and how blessed you are to be having another one when you feel your worst! Maybe that will help you get through it:) Take care.

Maranda Whittle said...

Oh geez, I'm sorry about all of that. Good thing we don't do activity day anymore! You know I can always watch your kids if you need me too!
My family has a bad history of diabetics also. My brother found out he had it at age 20. Hopefully it wont get to me. Let me know if you need anything.

Lynnae said...

I feel your pain. It brings back so many memories. It is okay to vent. I totally agree about the age thing because with each pregnancy, it got worse. It took me a year longer to convince myself that I could be pregnant. My children are 2, 3, and 4 years apart. Good Luck! But most importantly, take care of yourself!!!

Anonymous said...

I know what you mean about getting older. I have no idea how women have children in their 30's/40's. I'm dying in my 20's. This is definitely the worst pregnancy I've had yet! I'm seriously considering having this be my last one. I never had the 'burst of energy' that you're supposed to get in the 2nd trimester. I think it just got worse and worse as the weeks went on. Thank goodness I'm almost finished with this one, although I'm not ready to be responsible for another kid!

At least you're close to family so you can get a break once in a while if you really need it! Hope things get better for you.

DeWitts said...

I so understand! I'm been feeling the same way. with Coop i wasn't even that sick with but this baby its kicking my bum! I hope you start feeling better soon.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry you are so sick. There is nothing worse than morning sickness! I hope you start feeling better soon!

Amy said...

Yikes...I'm sorry you don't feel well.

Don't worry about your house...mine looks like that and I'm not even sick!

Mary Ann said...

You poor thing.. I HATE pregnancy! I have had a house just like yours. It is so tough to be pregnant and have other kids to watch too... let me take aubrey sometime.. and austin. I really will whenever you need help! HOpe better days come soon!

Rachel said...

Maybe your pregnant with more than one!!!!!! And I'm soooo happy to here your home is a mess. It'
s about freaking time. I do feel for you tho' and have no problem bringing the kids to my home while you take a very long nap. I can also do dishes, however, you wouldn't know it by coming over to my house!!!! Hang in there, this to shall pass and you'll be able to look back and think man my life was easy than. LOL

kristal said...

Ok, you win. I'm done complaining about feeling like crap (mostly because I only have a few crappy hours at night now), but so sorry about the diabetes. But I call that I still get to complain about how fat I've gotten, because I'll always beat you on that one!
Hope things get better soon!!!